i know i know i know

i'm a total slacker.
and i really miss blogging.
however, here it is a year later and all i've got for you is a show schedule...
bear with me now:

April 17: North Shore Country Market at Sunset Beach Elementary School 8-2
April 18: Haleiwa Farmers Market 9-1

April 24: Artfest Waikiki 9-3
April 25: Artfest Waikiki 9-4

May 1: Lanikai Spring Craft Fair 9-3
May 2: Haleiwa Farmers Market 9-1

May 6-9: Glassblowing Demonstration at The Contemporary Museum 10-3

May 15: North Shore Country Market at Sunset Beach Elementary 8-2
May 16: Haleiwa Farmers Market 9-1

May 22: North Shore Country Market at Sunset Beach Elementary 8-2

please let me know if you have any questions and check back soon for updates!

from cold to cold

and just like that, we're cut off.
how can i believe you? how can i plan around that?

in my world there is a counter-current

i have a hard time believing anything
but not in a negative way, i swear...

i just accept what you've always shown me.
there comes a time where i refuse, but i look back to see if you care
i am not surprised to see my long shadow
instead

it's probably all just dust anyway

when it rains

it usually pours.

another word on freedom...

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i could be talking to anyone, anything.
a wall.

this big beautiful thing owned by no one
why sacrifice all of that for just this.
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and the wind blows right through me

i should be ready for things i'm not ready for, i suppose.
there is a quiet in my life, a void i'm in no hurry to fill, because now i feel better.

i remember long ago crying about some boy.
my friend had to tell me something, she had to tell on him that he wasn't who i thought he was.
i sat at a table in her cafe, tears spilling into my hot cider.
feeling this feeling like i couldn't breathe.
she explained it to me like this, "---" needs to be free! he is a free spirit! he cages himself but the truth is he needs to be free!
later on
years and years later, another boy, another tear spilled
this one thought
the absolute worst of me, that i was some demon.
dude.
seriously?
do you even know me?

i would like to thank each of them, each and every jerk i've dated for not trapping me.
cause where would i be???
certainly not following my dreams...
...certainly i wouldn't really even be me.

n/a

i made something for you

thanks.

would you like to share

i'm just listening to myself



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there is no such thing as disposable energy.